one of those f***ing days..

ever have one of those days?
when all you feel like doing is sleeping?
and all you can think about is the fact that you arent good enough?
well. im having one of those days.
ive spent the day roaming the internet and watching america's next top model reruns.
never before have i felt so useless.
ive been stabbed in the back before...
but this time i was truly blind sided.
i feel like CRAP.